Why is This Happening..???

Why my heart is in deep pain..???

I should have forget about you but why when i hear that you found a guy i feel jealous, sad and feel like hitting myself against the wall..???

Is it because of the song you played .. you sweet, lovely and a sad song..??? but i have no feeling in this, but why am I'm feeling sad...??? Any explanation...???

When you were in my car you just keep quiet and trying to keep away from me as if I'm the Big monster.. but when there is another guy you will start to talk to him and not me..??? Hello I'm the driver right, i send you home right..??? But why ignored me..

Our memories is filled with ups and downs.. me making my own stupid judgment.. and have hurt you.. I'm Sorry.. but why must i go through this..???

I'm trying to remove you from my part of life but why are you're still in my mind and heart..???

I'm trying to start a new relationship... and have found a new target but every time i hear that you are hunting or found a guy.. i feel sad, jealous..??? Is this a chain reaction..???

Now i need help desperately... how to remove you away from distracting my future L.O.V.E life..?? Help..!!!

I know you never think that i will like you but... things may happen anytime... Some of my friends have told me that a single-handed relationship wouldn't last long and i understand why... but i have no idea how to produce happiness love to you..!!! I know I'm a nob in this feeling thing but how you want me to improve.. you didn't even tell me my weakness...!!!

It's to late to talk about this now... but hope that you have a happy future life and just let me feel the pain... i think i can handle this pain myself, which i just produce myself...

Jacques You Are DUMB!!! You have wasted you're chance... no point feeling sad now...

*Sorry for the grammar mistake or spelling mistake, i don't feel like checking it..!!! Hope you all understand..!!!

Jacques