Sad / Jealous....

I been wondering am i jealous?? am i just overreacting?? i don't know i just want to go!!! i felt so bad... i can't sleep, don't feel like talking to those people who go for the gathering, wish to see the pictures.. , feel like shouting...

OK i just admit it i am too perasan... but i really want to go!!! feel like shouting at Nam because he brought me there few weeks ago.. feel like telling my parents that I'll drive safe... BUT......

Never mind reality will never change... if it change.. Who Cares?? haix still feeling sad...

By-the-way will be going to Malacca tomorrow.. hope that i can see you Shane!!! erm... feel bad didn't study today.. and lots of my course mate didn't go online... I'm so dead!!!

Die.. die.. die... must study!!!! wake up Jacques!!! tomorrow and Sunday you have no time to Study!!!

Perasan Guy,
Jacques